you could call me a deep thinker, or maybe just an analyzer, both possibly.
but not in the same context, lately.
i used to consistently think on life, or lack thereof in some people, within myself, in the sitations surrounding me. i would go round-&-round with God’s word with what i supposedly deemed trusting, but still wrestling the meaning of it all, and aching to know how everything was woven together, and what the endings of circumstances in my life would be.
but from growth, i have resolved to know nothing.
i yearn for the wisdom contained neatly within His word, but i no longer pick up the letters hoping for a treasure beneathe them. I seek & find, but resolve to know nothing, for i know He knows, the one who lives within me, and that is enough. I now have the same aching i once had, but it is only to bury myself in His word & to be held captive by His grace. And because the Spirit of Truth resides here within, those answers, those words that i would once sift through to make tangible, can come freely because He knows, and His heart is beating in my chest.
therefore wisdom is mine and the questions are answered. & and i think just as deeply as i ever did, but only on this grace underserving that i am submersed within. great things are to come, and things that were left will be returned sevenfold, but i will resolve to know nothing else, yet i will thank Him now, and when it comes.
